i'm still standing in the darkness
suffering from weakness , sickness and almost illness
feeling lonely
full with sadness
trying to leave my fear and hopeless
losing my cleverness
having sleeplessness
i'm not seeing me without you
needing you
and so much missing you
it's so hard to be away from you
i'm feeling strange without you
lost or maybe losing you
but now where are you
where's your kindness , your handsomeness and your
smartness
if you can leave that selfishness
or that damn dignity
the dignity that made you away from me
refusing to forgive me
or even look at me
i know how much you love me
and the same i do towards you
who loves forgives and you should do
so come to me as i'm almost lifeless
make it come to me again ........the happiness
my **** is gonna freeze in the coldness
waiting for you in that fukin day endless
just try with me to have more clearness
talk to me i need your forgiveness
i'm just wanna feel the warmness
sweetness of love and leave that feeling of helpless
actually i don't know if i would go
but something tells me you are coming
somethings stops me from crying
something makes me still waiting
dreaming about you but not sleeping
thinking about you but not moving
remembering each word you were telling
each motion you were doing
each smile on my face you were drawing
each love moment to me you were giving
each time because of me you were suffering
each apology to you i was giving
and each refusal to me you were saying
that something will keep me waiting until the end is
coming
& if your heart is so black
i'm gonna die in that place
the place in which we were meeting
but my emotions are forever staying
& if you forgave and forgot
i think life is again coming & heart is again living
السبت سبتمبر 12, 2009 10:06 pm
